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tweets tweets tweets

2009-12-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

Oh and one more thing, I'll still continue to tweet!! ^^

The fame monster

2009-12-20T19:53:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone, I doubt anyone will ever see this but it's okay cause I know my cutez sister will see this. (She's the number one fan of this site.) If anyone happens to see this, just to let you know, as you can see I've stopped blogging, but I'll be back. V sorry, been too busy with issues and caught up in a cyclone that never stops spinning. Well, I'll be back soon with pictures and etc.
So yeah.
Stay tune and adios.

When I look at you

2009-11-14T10:09:00.006+08:00

O levels are finally over.
Though it really felt like a heavy burden thrown away,I miss panicking, studying and cramping notes into my pea-brain.And right now, I wake up every morning with nothing to look forward to.I'm not going to rot my entire holidays away, I am going to take up yoga,swim at least once a week and start working.Plus, spend some quality time with my friends. ^^

Anyway here are some pictures from my month of October.

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I'll be back. Ciao.

Celebration

2009-10-19T10:55:00.002+08:00

3 days to the beginning of O levels!!!
Am very excited for the whole exam thing to end ^^
OKAY HERE'S SOMETHING TO LIFT UP YOUR SPIRITS,

I'm not a very big fan of Michael Buble but I like this video!!
It makes my heart feel happier and lighter. The dancing and all.
I'm sure you like it too.

Anyway boys and girls, I'm off to study now.
Ciao.

In the moment of heat

2009-10-02T11:22:00.005+08:00

The final countdown.
25 more days to war.

In the midst of all these never-ending mock exams and studying, I think I've lost it. 3 66 99?! ( Only Putri and Alvin knows what Im talking about.) Do I really have metal issues? Well, maybe. HAHA.

During one physics practial,

Mrs Gan: Jeremy Tang, why are you walking around?
Jeremy: Oh I want to ask something, I going to finish already.
Mrs Gan: Why must ask him? Then we sit here for what? Tua Bei Gong ah?

OMG. I almost died, cracking up when I heard it. Peiling who sat in front of me thought I was mad. And guess what? I literally laughed to myself for the whole day.

Anyway, I'm going to be on hiatus for the next twenty five days. Goodbye world. I'll see you soon.

Ocean wide

2009-09-20T15:36:00.004+08:00

It's already light and the stars ran away with the night
Things we're said, words that we'll try forget,
it's so hard to admit I know we've made mistakes
I see through all the tears but that's what got us here
If love is an ocean wide

We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide

I'll stay right here
It's where I'll always belong
Tied with your arms
Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn't set
I don't want to forget
What made us feel this way
You see through all my fears
And that's what got us here

The Afters.

( ) FILL THIS IN

2009-09-14T17:30:00.002+08:00

I gave in because you are my friend.
I chose not to say anything because you are my friend.
I tried to accept because you are my friend.
I stood by your decisions because you are my friend.
I hear things people say, I didn't say a word because you are my friend.

Take a look around you.
Don't always say you have lost alot. Nothing is going to change until you make an effort to realise the problem and do something about it. No use to wallow in self pity. Because living in such a world makes self-pity redundant and no one is going to be there forever.

The lovely bones

2009-09-08T19:59:00.000+08:00

Today, I finished this book. I can't wait for the movie to hit the theatres. ^^

It tells the story of Susie Salmon, who is murdered, but continues to observe her family on Earth after her death. Although she is detached from the world she once knew, Susie witnesses the impact of her loss on her loved ones, whilst her killer skillfully covers his tracks and prepares to murder again. In a tone that is both emotionally truthful, and darkly humorous, Susie tries to balance her desire for vengeance against the love she feels for her family and her need to see them heal; and ultimately comes to understand that the concept of family can encompass both the living and the dead.

Nice right? Go read it!!

Broadway

2009-09-05T16:22:00.002+08:00

Happy Tree Friends

Deadlines

2009-09-03T18:46:00.003+08:00

Dear Mdm Teoh,
I know you won't be reading this but heck.
Please don't put on your specs when you mark my chem paper.
Louise. Hong. Is. Hopeless.
Due to lack of sleep, she happily forgot to balance ALL (literally ALL) equations during chem paper today.
Oh man, I hope miracles do exist.

This is random. Valerie Pek Jia Jia!! I know you're ' i don't know how many' hours away. Omg I miss you. It always seem like I got to know you yesterday. Your ultra long hair. HAHA. Heard from Valerie Ho, you are coming back in december. I can't wait!!

Awaiting

2009-08-30T15:29:00.002+08:00

A new awakening
I can't wait!!

Send it on

2009-08-29T10:04:00.002+08:00

Just smile, and the world will smile along with you.

I am so glad THE emotional turmoil is coming to an end. Hopefully I will be back to how I used to be. Anyway, Poppins, if you guys are reading this, I miss five of you. And S.B.R.C, I miss you eight too. ):

Goodbye world.

Sanity

2009-08-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

I am stuck between fairytales and reality.
Sometimes these two clump together and it just hurts so badly.
Anyway, I am going to be a harpie girl from today.
Thanks lao shi.

take or break them all. That simple.

Broken man

2009-08-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

Too many disappointments.
Too many breakdowns.
Too many setbacks.
Too many emotional issues.
Thank you.
Because of all these, I get contented easily.
That's a good thing.
I maybe broken inside but I'm still staying strong on the outside.
Go figure.

Back then

2009-08-15T20:27:00.004+08:00

"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t. But then one day you feel something else, something that feels wrong, only because it’s so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize you’re happy."

— One Tree Hill

Found this on some random blog and I think it's so true.
The modern technology has official abandoned me.
I spoilt my sister's spare phone and my old cranky phone died on me.
Anyway I had a rough week. I've been through crying sprees and emotional breakdowns.
I don't want to be like that anymore. Nicole was right. I shouldn't always be so hard on myself. That's the reason why I am always tired. This time, I'm just going to let fate decide and God to take the reigns. Things will probably be better after
time.
I'm still holding on to that little bit of faith.

Strangely, I am thankful that I don't have my phone now. I guess I should make use of this remaining weekend to straighten out my thoughts, clear my mind and allow myself to breathe.

Goodbye world.
Have a good weekend.

heavy

2009-08-13T18:49:00.003+08:00

I will learn to treasure.
At least it happened before.

Stranded

2009-08-10T12:24:00.002+08:00

I think I have inferiority-complex.
Sheesh. I hate it how my brain functions in that way.
I hate it how I chain thoughts together. I hate the feeling I am experiencing right now. I hate all of this. Why do I have to be like this? Sometimes I even wonder why I have to be myself because I really hate being myself. (At least for the past consecutive three days) And everytime I set my mind to achieve something, I have to lose something. Yeah that kind of 'in order to gain, you have to lose' kind of thing. Maybe I'm just not good at letting things go. Because I can't. I really can't. It's not that I have never tried. I tried but I always end up pulling things back together and it becomes a stupid repetitive cycle. I know I'm probably not making any sense right now but I don't care. I guess no one can ever feel the pain I'm feeling now. It is so awful and I am on the verge of breaking down. But what's the use of breaking down? All of this will still remain here. Get out of my mind, will you?

Senses

2009-08-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

You belong with me

2009-08-05T18:53:00.001+08:00

Sweet right?
I watched this for the fifth time.
I love Taylor Swift!!

Underneath my skin

2009-08-04T19:15:00.002+08:00

I want to let go, be free and blow bubbles.
Most importantly, I want to be myself again.

One Two Three

2009-08-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

Going back isn't the hardest,
pushing forward is the worst.

Heels over head

2009-07-28T19:06:00.003+08:00

Look at my title.
You.
Don't worry, it will be over soon.
Trust me.
Somehow it doesn't seem to be an essential in my life anymore.
With or without, I am still me.

On the way down

2009-07-23T18:23:00.001+08:00

Shining on the outside, empty on the inside
I get lost sometimes,
Blinded by the flashing lights,
Distractions always in my eyes
So I'm following the sound,
The sound of my heart beating
You can take it all away,
I don't need it
Underneath, I'll still be the same.

Wiped out

2009-07-21T19:05:00.002+08:00

We are humans yet we act like aliens.
We ought to be friends and yet we are turning against each other.
Backstabbing, hypocritism, conspiracy and lies.
Are we good at that?
Today, we're all stuck in this never ending whirlpool.
Maybe the world will be a better place if someone vacuums all these up.
Because all of us are blinded by the desire of being the best of the best.
Scary it sounds but it's so darn true.

Seventy hours

2009-07-19T18:42:00.003+08:00

So much to do, yet there's so little time.
Sometimes I wish I have seventy hours a day.

Churning effect

2009-07-15T21:02:00.003+08:00

I HATE CHINESE I HATE CHINESE I HATE CHINESE I HATE CHINESE
CAN SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS INSANITY?
IT'S NINE RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE TO PRACTICALLY VOMIT OUT FABULOUS CHINESE DESCRIPTION FOR MY ESSAY THAT IS DUE TOMORROW. AND GUESS WHAT? I CAN'T FRIGGIN TYPE CHINESE BECAUSE I CAN NOT EVEN USE MY MICROSOFT WORD '07. ME, BEING SMART, DID NOT UNLOCK SOME PRODUCT KEY. I THINK IT IS SOMEWHERE WITHIN MY EMAILS. BY THE WAY I HAVE 1585 EMAILS. IN OTHER WORDS, I HAVE TO SEARCH LIKE M.A.D. YOU WON THE LOTTERY LOUISE. ITS ALREADY NINE TEN.

Heart wrenching

2009-07-12T18:10:00.007+08:00

For an awesome partner

2009-07-12T13:37:00.011+08:00

" Cause when you're fifteen, somebody tells you he loves you. You're going to believe him. "

- Fifteen, Taylor Swift

Happy sixteenth birthday partner.

I hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday.

Well, I did.

Friends + Food + Guitar Heroes + Alot of laughter = Happy people

Deprived

2009-07-05T14:07:00.002+08:00

THINK HAPPY. BREATHE HAPPY. TALK HAPPY.
H.A.P.P.Y.
Is that so difficult?

Plastic

2009-06-27T13:22:00.002+08:00

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Endings

2009-06-21T17:34:00.007+08:00

Sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on.

- He's Just Not That Into You

Maybe someday our paths will cross again. We might not have fate but I will have faith till my heart stops beating.
xoxo

Suicidal

2009-06-19T20:08:00.003+08:00

My past nine days:

-Had ice cream everyday, my source of comfort.
-Seven days of ten to twelve
-Heart to heart moments with amanda
-Made a really cool friend @ Caraven, gonna hang out sometime.
-Been listening to my playlist till my ears hurt
-An hour and a half bus rides home
-Long hours @ tea garden with Alicia
-Caught dance subaru with Amanda
-****** with Isaac
-Added something on to my to-do list after o'levels.

Yeah pretty much that.
Anyway, got to go. I will produce a more lengthly post soon.
xoxo

The day sis taught me how to use the cam

2009-06-17T17:27:00.008+08:00

HARHAR.
I AM SO A-M-A-Z-E-D.
Anyway im so gaga-fied. :/

ADIOS.

For my lovely girlfriend

2009-06-14T13:04:00.003+08:00

Happy sixteenth birthday, Ivena!!

It's been so so long since we caught up. I miss those times we did silly acts together and kang would call us retarded twins. I miss those days when we poured out our problems and comfort each other that it is okay to feel that way. I miss you. Though certain unpleasant issues happened but i hope nothing changed. We still stay strong as friends. Anyway enjoy this special day and we will celebrate your birthday when wee comes back ^^

xoxo.

Thoughts

2009-06-06T12:32:00.004+08:00

Someday when I have completed the long run, maybe I will find it worth my while.
But for now, I need a break from all of this. I'm not a superhuman. I'm just a girl who is trying to accommodate everything that is installed for me.

Hannah Oh Hannah Montana

2009-05-26T18:48:00.005+08:00

Watch this and you'll definitely love Hannah Montana.

I'm totally going to watch it!!

Caught Angels and Demons today.
The movie was great but too much excitement for me. My heart was like going to explode after every thrilling part and I felt my chest tightened after the movie. V anxious. I know you guys may think i'm exaggerating but it's true!! I recommmend this movie to those who are able to take thrills. ^^

Boston

2009-05-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice.

Got me rolling on the floor

2009-05-19T20:29:00.003+08:00

WATCH THIS, THIS IS FUNNY TO THE MAX. I SAW THIS ON A RANDOM GIRL'S BLOG WHILE BLOGHOPPING. Watch this if you caught twilight or else you won't get it.

Seriously i was like rolling on the floor when i saw this. HAHA!!
Anyway,
today is the nineteenth of May.

Happy sixteenth birthday wheelock.
It has been a year since we've gotten close now. I am really glad that we got over the AHEM problem in sec two. HAHA!! Come to think of it, it was quite stupid. Anyway hope you liked today's celebration and there will be many more birthday celebrations to go in years to come. I love you, my dear friend.

Love,
me.

One-eighty twist

2009-05-18T20:43:00.003+08:00

Okay I totally feel like laughing out loud now. Cause you see, no one can actually read my posts now. HAHA. I think i need this now- peace and MORE PEACE. Maybe when I feel that I need to connect with the world then I'll open it again. Why am I talking to myself? HAHA.

Anyway on the serious note, papers ended last week and today was DOOM'S DAY. I REPEAT D-O-O-M. On the ride home just now, thoughts were racing through my mind and i finally realised that for the entire sixteen years of my life, after every exam, I made up excuses for myself that the paper was difficult and blah and I will try harder the next time round. Oh c'mon who am I trying to fool.I just can't deal with the fact that I didn't work hard enough. This is the end of this cycle. I'm getting out of it and doing soomething right. Because like what Ms Khoo said in english today, this is my turning point and I don't want to screw it up, landing myself in a crappy job sector that will result in me taking eternity to pay off my bank loans for my university fees and being broke at the age of 55 with NO SAVINGS for old age.
I think what she said is true. People often say money can't buy happiness. YEAH RIGHT. Technically, money CAN buy happiness and one thing is for sure; without money, there are 101 things you can't do in your life. Imagine yourself walking down Orchard Road, passing by labels like Chanel, Prada and etc and you see this really gorgeous pairs of heels, you know you want it. You walked into the store and touched it's soft leather skin, OMG YOU WANT IT NOW. But when you flipped the price tag, you can't afford it.

Yeah and abck to the point, I don't want to be like that. So i'm doing something about it.

K. That's about all I want to say.
Till my next post, bye.

Be gone with the wind

2009-04-19T13:18:00.002+08:00

This one's for you.
You can continue to bitch about me all you want. I know it's never going to stop.
If it makes you feel better, go ahead.

Happy times

2009-03-18T20:16:00.015+08:00

Let's hear it for America' suitehearts

Sup...
K. These pictures above are the main highlights and events that took place within term one.Haven't been doing a proper post.Will do one asap.
Till then,
stay tune.

Mercy

2009-03-09T19:31:00.002+08:00

There's a limit to everything.
I'm tired of telling myself not to care when I actually do.
I'm so sick of trying to forget.
But I can't okay.
I just can't.
Does anyone even how am I feeling right now?
SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.
Sometimes I wish that I have made better choices.

Change of heart

2009-02-22T12:32:00.005+08:00

-The Second Tuesday
"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel.
And if you are ever going to have other people to trust you,
you must feel that you can trust them, too ---
even when you're in the dark, even when you're falling."

To my dearest friend,
I know you might be reading this and I hope you will.
What happened on friday was inevitable according to my character.
I can't put into words how I felt on friday.
I thought I won't be able to talk to you anymore.Then again, I thought about the times we spent and how much we went through together, suddenly I realised how much you meant to me and such issues aren't worth it.How much I hate to admit that I was being unreasonable and childish at that point of time.I'm sorry, really sorry.
I don't care how many people are going to read this because you're my friend and I don't want to lose you.

With love,
me.

Collide

2009-02-07T20:38:00.001+08:00

It was raining yesterday and it seemed like the sky was also tearing for us while watching the 6 of us cry our eyeballs out as we told each other what we have always kept in our hearts.The fear of losing any one of you was always in my mind and fear of being replace was constantly around.Though my eyes hurt so much after crying so much but suddenly I feel at ease like I just lifted a huge stone on my back and throw it away.It really felt great and right now, I know for sure, years down the road, nothing will change and nothing will ever come between the 6 of us.

Poppins,
you girls will always be my no.1
No matter what happens in future, I will always be there for you guys.
I love each and everyone of you.

Love,
me.

because you are my (********) friend

2009-01-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hey Louise, DANIEL IS 183cm tall.
I'm sorry I didn't reply your message, I only realised this morning. But to make it up to you, i'll tell you my dream. I dreamt of a flying Korean car and I think it knocked down a child. Damn traumatizing.
Can't wait to see you you very pretty I love you love to see you everyday WHOOHOO sofie bodyfit cadbury BENG HA H&M
WHERE ARE YOU why are you forever not here. Stop going out and be a good girl. SUZANA MARY HONG LUCY

HEART

2009-01-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

London choco roll... london choco roll...

奶香choco味... 双重口味美...

London choco roll... 香浓又美味...

choco roll choco roll London choco roll!

xx
Hi, Nicole here. Lucy said that I have all her passwords and I can try hacking into this account one by one. Anyway, if you really want to know what's happening in her life right now, she's been singing this london choco roll song the ENTIRE DAY. TORTURE. She made history. She said Alvin and her did a duet of the song. (?!) and Miss Ho said she liked this song and eventually, she gave out London Choco Roll to the pupils who got top for S.D test (i think).

I am going to make history. EVERYONE LOVES MOGU MOGU.
I love Louise a lot. See you, sucker! Wo yao huhu~ *^^

Brainstorming

2009-01-19T21:33:00.003+08:00

Why hi.
I'm not suppose to be here right now cause I'm still not done with my friggin dnt homework. Aww man and I'm very lazy to start on it. :/

If I just breathe,

2009-01-14T21:00:00.003+08:00

Today this could be the greatest day of our lives
Before it all ends,
Before we run out of time
Stay close to me
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me

On monday at 2pm, I recieved my heartbreaking, horrible results.
Yes, I got a friggin 3 for chinese.
It was only chinese yet I turned on my waterfall.
Wee and Ive scored a 1 and aunty Loo got a 2.
Congrats my dear girls, I'm proud of you (:
Anyway, thank you all my girls for being there for me and trying to console me.
Especially, Wee and Cia. Thank you for making my day by cracking up during lunch.
And that stupid joke was really the ultimate man. ( Check out Wee's blog. ) HAHA!!

K.On the serious note, I have to make up my mind whether I should continue Hcl or just drop to normal chinese.There are pros and cons if I continue Hcl.I really don't know what to do :/
Oh man. This really sucks.
Aaaah, be gone by the wind, will you?

Empty

2009-01-11T21:19:00.004+08:00

Are we human or are we dancers?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer.

School is on tomorrow.
More yawning and trying to clip up hair sessions.
Life is back to becoming a mundane cycle.
But somehow I'm looking forward.
Anyway,
I.need.to.get.back.on.track.
Got.to.start.mugging.

2009-01-06T20:50:00.003+08:00

Look, I know you always read my blog and I know you can't resist me.HAHA!!
JEANETTE KOH, I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU THIS SATURDAY EH.
I miss you very very very much.
See, I even type it all here. Aww, so sweet right? (K. Although I know you'll kill me when you see me and chop me into million pieces. (: )
Anyway, I'm so going to drag you with me to ahem ahem. HAHA!!

K. baibaizxzxzx.
Love,
Me.

the last of 08

2008-12-31T11:53:00.005+08:00

31st December 2008.

Today is the last day of 2008.
Yes, which means it's time to make new year resolutions.
My new year resolutions are:

1.Quit whinning about the fact that I chose Dnt and start trying to like the subject. X.X OMG
2.To work double hard to enter AHEM. (Bee Hwa! HAHA!!)
3.To be less sensitive to certain issues and stop being PARANOID.
4.Lastly, to try my best to save.

Umm, they sound quite impossible but I'll try. Really try.

Good love is on the way

2008-12-30T11:46:00.006+08:00

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

My dearest cousin,
happy happy 15th birthday.
Though the both of us are staying wolld's apart, thank you for being there for me 24/7. Basically listening to my problems, hearing me whine and sing damn loud via phone. I love you to bits, bitch! I know the year 08 isn't a smooth sailing year for you but next year is going to be better. And remember no matter what happens, I've got your back (:

Love,
me.

Oh and before I forget,
HI BEE HWAAAAAA!
OMG. Yesterday was totally madness.
CJ.CJ.CJ. HAHA!!
Although we're not in the same class, you still can't escape from me. MUAHAHAHA!

Always and 4eva.

2008-12-25T16:12:00.007+08:00

Merry merry christmas, people of the universe!
It is this time of the year again.
The exchanging of pressies and get-togethers to celebrate the arrival of the yearly festive season (: (:
But this christmas is really special.

Let's see,
Yesterday was christmas eve.
I woke up early to bake cookies for my dear close friends.
Aww, so sweet right? HAHA!!
Then I went door to door visiting with Wee and Manda.
We went to Charm's house first and spammed her doorbell HAHA. Apparently, she was bathing. heh.heh. When she finally opened the door, we went in and exchanged cards and gifts. Then Nicole came. That was when my heart crashed.( The comparison between a fnn student and a dnt student, inside joke) It was damn sad. Anyway, we had a mini get-together and I fell in love with Charm's big Ribena bottle.Seriously, it felt really good. I love you guys!! Poppins 184 siolxzxzxz. HAHA!!
Then we left Charm's place and went to Pooch's place.

After that, Wee, Manda and I met up with Pei and Cia.
We went to this really really cool cafe and played boardgames.
It was damn retarded. We played this particular game and Wee and I were practically
snatching a dogbone. HAHA!!

Yeah, that's how I spend my christmas eve.
I like that special feeling and in my heart, I feel really loved.
Thank you guys, I love you all.

Love,
Me.

Deep down, inside

2008-12-22T12:45:00.007+08:00

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky, lucky sometimes

K. I finally packed my room yesterday.
Gosh, I realised that there's so much trash I actually kept. HAHA!!
And I found Sis's and mine baby pictures! Sis and I had a good time laughing at them man.Those fat chubby cheeks of hers, woah. They're really inviting HAHA. Those days where we used to do all sorts of stupid things together and ended up pulling each other's hair cause we both wanted our own way. But in the end, we started laughing and continue playing. Stupid right? Yet, I miss those times, no worries just happily being each other's playmates. Unlike now, endless mundane cycle of battling stress.
Anyway, I found neoprints. OMG. Those ah lian poses and smiles!! I was busy laughing to myself that I called best and aunty to tell them about it. K. I'm totally going to drag the Poppins to take neoprints HAHA!! I MISS THEM ):

2008-12-19T10:55:00.015+08:00

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

One word to describe the 8 days I had in HK - AWESOME.
Now that I'm back here on this lil red dot, I REALLY miss the times in HK, especially the extended 4 days with Nicole and Birdy.
Not to forget, I miss Deborah and her spastic face.
I miss lao peng you's ULTRA funny jokes, AHEM. HAHA!
I miss aunty lam's cramped expressions.
I miss bunking in with Tessly,Xiao Hui and of course,my birdy.
I miss calling Alvin, Seng Swee and see his irritated face HAHA.
To put it in simple words, I miss choir.

Adding on, the next 4 days:
I miss bus 26!!! HAHA. You see, it's like our everyday busride to Jordan,Mong Kok, Tsim Sa Sui,Causeway Bay and etc.
I miss getting lost.
I miss bargaining at lady's street.
I miss eating at roadside stalls.
I miss studying the map to find our way around.(We tore 2 of them into half.HAHA)
I miss running across roads as if they belong to my grandfather.
I MISS MEI MEI! HAHA.(our big calculator we use to convert the prices to SING dollars)
I miss trying to bluff taxi drivers that I can speak cantonese with my ''yi ge''.
I miss using the Octopus kid card.
I miss reaching home around 12 midnight and sleeping as late as 3am.
I miss watching Miss No Good with Nicole and Birdy and hearing Birdy say 'idiot' at every single stupid actions xiao hua does.
I miss Nicole's morning wakeup calls, they're REALLY special sometimes, even painful. RIGHT, NICOLE?
I miss forcing Birdy to share a drink with me.
I miss Birdy's pucca face in the morning. AWW.You should have seen her face. So cute!!! haha.
I miss Nicole's really really cool sister.
I miss having dinner with Nicole 's parents and sister. (:
I miss quarrelling with Nicole and Birdy on which direction we should go.
I miss having heart to heart talks with Nicole and Birdy.I guess through this trip,
I really really got to know Birdy more and for Nicole, even more.

Really, thank you guys. I'm happy that we're all in this together.I will always remember each and every moment we shared. I know it won't come to an end, cause it is only the beginning of a new found friendship. FRIENDS FOREVER SIOLZXZXZ! I LOVE YOU GUYS.

Eh birdy, remember ah, bring Nicole and I along when you want to repaint your house! :D

LOVE,
ME.

2008-12-08T16:31:00.002+08:00

hey lou:D heheheh. im in your house now. yes i heard you saying i suuuck!
loser la you. hahaha. stop complaining about what to wear. what to wear? clothes i guess. hahahhaa. im so going to fetch you when you come back. hahahh. im gonna miss you man! my phone is not going to ring for 8 days:(:( soo sad. ill miaa you like crazy crazy! have fun hong kong! dont miss me too much! take care! dont get lost okay! later people take you and sell you away!! muahahaha. bring me presents! haha most importantly come back in one piece. and take care of yourself! i'll miss you!
bye bye:D see you tomorrow morning! <3

posted by : PUTRI <3

2008-11-30T19:17:00.002+08:00

Reply to tags:
Wanzhen and Cherlyn; YOW LINK YOU TWO SOON SOON! OMG. 9 days to hk, heehee.
Zerlind; hey, I'll relink you soon (:
Putri; AWW MAN. I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH ):
Amanda; tmr tmr! omg. luv luv you <3
Hengyee; yeah soon soon la auntie!
Alicia; Smelly, I've got stuff to tell you :o
Weiling; eh miss, you missed my call first! ): hahha see you soon soon, our date <3

2008-11-30T18:43:00.002+08:00

Faith.
Hope.
Time.

Will it ever get better in time?
Oh shucks, I think I'm getting more and more emo-er in every post.
): ): ):
That same old shitty problem.
URGHH.
Oh well.

2008-11-16T18:28:00.002+08:00

She is running a hundred miles an hour.
Does anybody hear her?
Does anybody see?

There is alot on my mind right now.
I want to type it all out here but I can't.
Because you people will be reading right?
I guess I'll just stuff these thoughts deep into my heart,
till one day it just can't hold any longer and burst.
therapy.therapy.therapy.

2008-11-11T17:18:00.003+08:00

Crushed.
Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart.

The world is everchanging.
Still rotating at her own pace.
When will she ever slow down and wait for me?
I know I've been saying this for like a 101th time but I just can't help it.
People tell me to stop imagining, that I'm thinking too much.
But I can't.
I'm just being sensitive to certain issues.
Is that wrong?
The world is a mean and selfish place.
In fact, there're full of hypocrites, backstabbers,assholes and plenty of bastards and bitches.
Though I can't deny that I might be classified under these category by certain people or maybe I portray such an image to some people, BUT this is a fact.
Humans are the scariest thing.
Don't you think so?
Not to offend anyone.
Aren't you tired of hiding under a mask?
Being someone that isn't you, just to get accepted by people around you?
Are you really happy like that?
hey now,
take off that mask and start being someone you really want to be.
You can be your own princess,
don't be affected by idiots around you, who try to put you down.
Cause everyone is beautiful in their own way.

k.
Ali is rushing me now.
baibaixzxzxzx.

2008-10-31T20:22:00.002+08:00

Oh, before I forget,
I've been wanting to dedicate a post to a very special and close friend of mine.
I don't know express how much you mean to me, since sec 1.
Though we weren't really close at the beginning, as time goes by,I began to feel drawn towards you.Unknowingly.

The rides we took together,the laughter we shared,being able to read each others minds,complaining and whining about issues and just being friends.I like that.

Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.
Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.Thank you.

Really, thank you.
You're a million to one. I love you and I like your mom too. heh.
3 years and counting.
I will never trade this friendship for anything else.
We'll grow old together and laugh at our past.
I love you, my friend.♥♥♥

2008-10-31T19:16:00.003+08:00

Ironic.Ironic.Ironic.
oh yes, I'm ironic.
I finally realize how ironic I am.
Me, being all encouraging about telling people around me to try, just try to make things go the way they want it. But on the other hand, I, myself, just waiting for a bloody miracle to friggin happen. Sometimes, I ponder upon these questions. Is it because I'm afraid of failures or is because I tried before and gave up now. I don't know why I'm typing all this.But I just want to blog. Here's the part where you all go' what the heck '/ heh.
k.
Here's the main issue.
Been listening to some relationship problems lately.Though I'm not very good at this, but I must say that boys are jerks, throw stones at them. Except ahem. heehee :D
I won't say who is this for.
My dearest friend,
please cheer up.Like I said, he isn't worth it.Plus, you have us,we will always be there when you need us.Call me,beep me if you wanna reach me! hahaah!I sound like Kim Possible. ( psst, Nicole Nicole,spies sister :B )
Lubbs lubbs,
me.

k.I shall eat fruits now. Baibaizxxzx.

2008-10-28T19:57:00.011+08:00

stationary,stationery.

I'm FINALLY 15! :D
yes, like finally.
Well, this post is specially for you guys.
THANK YOU:
Sister,
Alicia,Alvin,Amanda,Angeline,Alawiyyah,Abidin,Berlin,Booncong,Caleb,Carson,Charlene,
Charmaine,Daniel Ng(bobo),Daniel Shi,Dawn,Darren Ng,Dixon,Dong shuen,Enik,
Gideon,Guo Hong,Habibah,Peiling(Ng),Peiling(Kim),Isaac,Ivena,Jehian,Junji,Joselyn,
Justin Koe,Kang ying,Khairul,Li kai,Li Xian,Lynette,Michele,Ming shiun,Min long,
Nicholas(Chaw),Nicholas(Lim),Nicole,Nicole(Lai),Nelson,Poh Rong,Putri,
Putri's mum,Shilin,Siu weng,Siyuan,Technofish(:D),Terry,Timothy,Weenee,Weiliang,
Weiling,Zerlind
& my sissy's friends

for the wishes,celebrations,presents and the little things. ♥
For you,a thousand times over.

Pictures of you,
pictures of me,
hung up on your wall, for the world to see.

credits,Kim peiling
S.B.R.C,♥
years to come,
strings connected to each and everyone of us,
a bond.

P.poppins,♥
Always and forever.

Actually, there's still 'hot stuff'
but I can't find a nice picture ):
soon!

♥♥♥, muchlove.

2008-10-17T21:37:00.004+08:00

URGH.
I'M FRIGGIN SAD NOW.
LIKE LITERALLY.
IN CASE YOU DON'T KNOW, TWILIGHT IS NC16!
):
):
):
WALAOZ.
TELL ME TELL ME HOWHOWHOW?!
I DON'T CARE,
I'M GOING TO FIND A WAY TO WATCH IT! :D

oh, Edward.Oh, Edward.

2008-10-11T11:24:00.005+08:00

This situation is driving me crazy,

Yesterday was pure insane.
But strangely, I like yesterday.
I like bus 16.
I like Bedok.
I like being broke.
I like talking to strangers.
I like waving at people from the bus.
I like 55 cents.
HAHAHAH! Right wee?

Like I've said,
Yesterday was to the max man.
I never laughed so long non-stop for my entire 15 years.
We practically laughed at N-O-T-H-I-N-G 0.o
Despite the fact that we had detention for being late for school earlier on during
the day,got back our AMAZING results and got scolded for pink nails,
wow right?
heh. I know.

I guess it didn't really make much of a difference when you found out.
I dont even think you care.It's not the same anymore.Yes, we're drifting apart.
You should know why. I dont wanna try anymore. Why does it always have to be me?

Do you hear me talking to you?

2008-09-26T20:52:00.004+08:00

HIATUS(NOT)
Hi sexists! hahaha :D
Had Amath paper 1 and English paper 2 today.
Like I predicted ,Amath was horrible :/
But, I'm ready to fail it so yeah.
English was pretty okay.
At least for the FIRST time, I managed to finish the paper and not rush through it *grins. heh.

Anyway, I think I'm going insane.
I want to read Breaking Dawn but I can't.
Cause,
Aunty Alice will scold me ):
urgghh.
So to stop myself, I hid the book.
Shitz. Bad choice.
I've forgotten where I freaking hid the book.
:O :O :O
AMAZING ISN'T IT?!
BELLA.
EDWARD.
BELLA.
EDWARD.
BEWARD.
AAAAHHHH.

Oh and, I think I'm the biggest faggot in the world.
GUESS WHAT?
Me, being very SMART,I left my waterbottle and pencil case in class!
The best part is I only realised that when I was walking home, around 5plus.
Shitz.
Go ahead laugh at me :0
But thankfully, someone is going to get it for me tomorrow hee :D

It's 9.34 now.
Goodbye!
Love,
Louise.

2008-09-20T19:32:00.002+08:00

Like I said, it's my problem.
I started all this.
Probably you're right. I ought to stop this shit.
The tension is really bad now.
I seriously don't know what's wrong with me.
agrhh.
I dont even know exactly what I want.
I want to runaway but I guess the problem can't be solve.
man. screw the world.

2008-09-03T17:14:00.002+08:00

aaah, New york.
amazing isn't it?
hahaha.
I wanna grow up quickly and move to N.Y :D
But time seems to move REALLY slowly.
I'nm stuck here in SG for like abcdefghzxzxzxz.
0.

I can't believe I'm blogging right now. what nonsense? haha.

Anyway, school holidays are here.
But, it seems like it is going to be over real soon.
yes, back to my mundane cycle.
school.lamers.study.tution.eat.stone.sleep.
pretty nice huh?
I kind of like the last one. that is SLEEP.
I think I'm suffering from Insomia man cause i'm always deprived of zzzz.
And, end up having heavy eyebags. eew. gross.
okay. Actually, it isn't that bad. I've learn to LOVE them since primary one?
HAHAHA. joke.

Hmm, I think I need to start studying. quit being a slackerzxz.
Because, I've been enjoying myself for the past two days (:
see,

monday;
the actual plan was to go running with smelly and wee.
But, it turn out to be a brisk walk from queenstown to macs?
hahaha!
then we went smelly's house and caught the leap years.

woah. the main actor 's hot! :D haha
well, its my second time watching it.
But, I'm not sick of it, it is a really good movie.

tuesday;
family day.
mum's GREAT idea.
dad and sissy went to watch WALL-E ( ahem,ahem. wee! :D hahaha)while mum and I went
to Ikea to get my stuff and head over to Queensway to replace my specs lens :D
then, mum and I went home first to pack my wardrobe. omg. it was like a jungle. :/
FINALLY IT IS NEAT NOW! YAY! :B
We had dinner at Sakura ( D: not nice) and home-ed for movie (:

aaah, lastly, today! :D
met asshole for lunch and head to school for choir.
pssst, aunties! we're going hk (: (: (: WOOOOO!
HAHAH! I TOTALLY CAN'T WAIT!

omg. woah. I suppose this is my longest post? hah.
okay, I got to go now, I'll end my post with a song :D

BLIND,♥

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

ADIOS.

2008-08-31T09:42:00.002+08:00

hello humans! :D
I know my blog's dead,
I will update real soon when I find a perfect skin! hee :B
till then,
stay tune.

2008-08-11T21:17:00.003+08:00

dear A&B,
Prolly both of you might read this.
But,I decided to say how I really feel here.
I know both of you are not on talking terms right now.
However, I hope that you two can really clear all the misunderstandings.
Even if you two can't be friends anymore.
aye. But I really really really really do miss the times when all of us were close ):
I guess we wont be anymore right?

2008-08-11T20:52:00.008+08:00

Pictures that prety much sums up everything for the past weeks :D

He makes wee and I go ' LOL'

♥♥♥ love.

2008-07-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

pick me up,
I need your loving hands tonight.

I'm sick of everything.
I'm sick of going on a routine.
I'm sick of not getting enough sleep day by day.
I'm sick of being me.
I'm sick of life.

I wanna grow up, pack my bag and fly!
I want to visit paris,new york,india,germany and many more!
I want to eat ice cream and not get fat!
I want to go shopping and never get broke!
I want to scream my lungs out and not get scolded for making noise!
I want to paint my nails whatever colour I want it to be!

I'm really tired. really.
I want to stand up but I can't.

2008-07-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

your hair,your eyes, your old levis ♥

hey hello!
School's been really really AWESOME :D
With the laughter,crapping sessions,soft toy competition eh?
And yes, Friday's still the best (:
Had bonding session with the 5 of them ♥
Its been a long time since we last caught up with each other
like ALL 6 of us yay! *jumps around*
Just like the old times,those after school retarding around, shouting as if we rule the school times haha.
I really do miss them ):
-----
Anyway, I think tomorrow's the most embarrasing day of my life.
Shitz.
Till then,
stay tune :/

2008-07-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS (:

All this while, I've been searching.
Only to realise it is just beside me :D

Yuying ,
happy 15th birthday!
chinese eh? ahem ahem.
Hope you like the surprise (:
Stay happy and crazy!
take care of mui mui :D
love,love,love ♥

2008-07-02T15:51:00.000+08:00

:D :D :D Omgzxzx. Hayden Panettiere is hot,hot,hot!

Anyway,
Hello world! :D
its been a long long time since I last updated muahahaaha!
And yes,
Bing Rong, my blog doesn't need a coffin (:

School 's been awesome except GG 's lessons! :/
Crap man, She dont allow me to go pee anymore! Grrr.
I mean like, it's not my fault that when I see her, I have this tendency of going to the toilet!
I HAVE HUMAN RIGHTS! HAHA! :B
Plus, I guess she thinks whatever I say are jokes.
Hopefully, she believes my fengshui logic! I really really want to change my seat! D:

Well,
tomorrow is thursday!
YAYAYAYAYAYAY! * jumps around :B
WEE WEE NEE!
tap pa tap pa, here we come!

till then, goodbye!

2008-06-14T13:34:00.000+08:00

oh, look what you've done.
you have made a fool of everyone.

I miss them ): D: :/

2008-05-23T19:49:00.000+08:00

hello jello! :D
I bet you are surprised that I'm finally updating hahaha!
The reason why I decided to finally update is because I think this cranky computer of mine's going to be dead soon. I repeat D-E-A-D :/ virus 's are attacking and eating everything! grrr. ): ): ):
So, I decided to make the best out of the present situation now.

Well,
judgement day went pretty okay in the morning!
Then,
- caught made of honour with put put, gh, alvin and weiliang :D
- got stuff (:
- went crazy and laughed like a mad woman
- bused home :D
Ima happy happy kid! :B

before i say goodbye,
here's the lyrics of a really really nice song :]

Say it again- Marie Digby

The thing about love
is i never saw it coming
it kind of crept up
and took me by surprise
and now there’s a voice inside my heart
its got me wondering
is it true..? I wanna hear it one more time
move in a little closer
take it to a whisper
just a little louder…

Say it Again for me
cause i love the way it feels
when you are telling me that i’m
the only one who blows your mind
say it again for me
it’s like the whole world
stops to listen
when you tell me you’re in love…

Say it again

The thing about you
is you know just how to get me
you talk about us
like there’s not end in sight
the thing about me
is that i really wanna let you
open that door
and walk into my life
move in a little closer
take it to a whisper
just a little louder..

Say it Again for me
cause i love the way it feels
when you are telling me that i’m
the only one who blows your mind
say it again for me
it’s like the whole world
stops to listen
when you tell me you’re in love..
and it feels like
it’s the first time
that anybody’s ever brought
the sun without the rain
never in my whole life
have i heard words
as beautiful as when you say my name..

2008-05-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

one day i'll be sand on a beach by the sea
the pages keep turning
I mark off each day with a cross
and I'll laugh about all that we've lost ♥

Friends makes me go :D :) :] :B
Thanks guys for everything,
I really appreciate each and every one of you!

2008-05-07T13:58:00.000+08:00

Moments

during math tuition;

bryan: (says something lame)
me: hahaha? its so funny that I dont know maybe I forgot to laugh?
bryan: (takes phone and quietly pressed something)
5 minutes later,
bryan: (feels vibration and takes phone out)
me: 0.o
bryan: (shows reminder, remember to laugh!) laugh laugh!
bryan: hahaha :D
me: hahahahah!

after ss paper,
Pq: describe source A and source B.
Pq: Source A is chilli sauce whereas source B is tomato sauce :D :D
(across the class)
somebody( can't remember who):Lmao
me: hahahaha!
me: then what, they are different in taste?

phone coversation with Jehian,
J: when I saw my math paper, I put it down and went to sleep.
me: huh? serious?
J: ya, the paper was like so hard la
me: oh. woah. you should at least put a dot there man!
J: why?
me: then when teacher ask why you didnt do, you say got, I did.
me: you say I left my footstep there. see? the dot! :D
J: -.-
me: hahaha!

Random

2008-04-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

♥I rather waste my time pretending than forgetting you for one whole minute.

I know it won't make things better, neither at all pleasant.
But, there's just so much to let out, so much to let out.
I chose not to say.
Even if I do, who will be there to hear me speak?
Cynical I am,
everyone is caught up in their own world.
Time and time again, I ask myself.
Why? Just why? Do I have to face this bleak reality?
I can honestly say that I've lost all hope and faith.

A-L-L

2008-04-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGS :
gosh, guys, I'm so sorry.
I have been super lazy to reply them!
HAHAHA!
:D
I promise to reply once in a while!
oh and, will relink you,you,you people soon!

Till then,
goodbye.

2008-04-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

Save you;

Take a breath, I pull myself together.
Just another step until I reach the door.
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you..
I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away.

[Chorus] Sometimes I wish I could save you,
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
I won't give up 'til it's over.
If it takes you forever, I want you to know..

When I hear your voice,
It's drowning in the whispers.
It's just skin and bones,
There's nothing left to take.
And no matter what I do,
I can't make you feel better.
If only I could find the answer to help me understand..

[Chorus] Sometimes I wish I could save you,
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
I won't give up 'til it's over.
If it takes you forever, I want you to know that..

If you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you, I'll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won't give up,
'Cause I'll be waiting if you fall.
You know I'll be there for you.

If only I could find the answer to take it all away..

[Chorus] Sometimes I wish I could save you,
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
I won't give up 'til it's over.
If it takes you forever, I want you to know..

I wish I could save you..
I want you to know..
I wish I could save you..

Yes, one month away to mye.
how nice D:

2008-03-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

♥ cause someone's watching over me.

to someone out there:
hey, I know I hurt your feelings.
I'm down right sorry.
Prolly, you will hate me, but I guess I know what's left of me
and what I really want. I'm just a kid, a down right loser in relationships.
But then again, you think why did I say yes in the first place right?
I'm sorry, I wasn't really thinking at that point of time.
I know I can't do anything to lessen the hurt I've made.
But I really want to say,
I'm sorry.

Love,
me.

2008-03-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

♥ tapping on the window

Pictures:

kaleidoscope of colors ♥

2008-03-16T11:40:00.000+08:00

♥ stick with you

March Holidays
yeah, poof! gone, just like that.
Back to serious mugging tmr :B

Well, had cheena tution yesterday, talked to laoshi.
Got sort of enlightened by her! haha :D
Lao shi,
I'll try to get at least a B for cheena next term!

I guess I'll be on semi-hiatus from now on.
goodbye.

CHERISH ♥

2008-03-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

twenty years down the road,
I hope we'll still be together as one.

just like a rose,
everything 's perfect.

I'm tagged! :D

2008-03-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

I'm tagged by ANG LINGLING! :D

A. List seven habits/ quirks/ facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

1. I love sunflowers! :D
2. I'm kinda crazy at times!
3. I'm faster than Isaac hahaha!
4. I tend to have the wierdest dreams.
5. I'm a total flop in science.
6. I LOVE CHOCOLATES :D :D :D (grins)
7. P-E-A-C-E!

Oh, and i have this sudden urge to shout this shoutout:
Its a sunny yellow banana day!

And the seven lucky people i tag are:
weenee
Alicia
Dawn
lao peng you!
michele
joselyn
amanda tan

2008-03-04T17:37:00.001+08:00

♥ And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Happiness is subjective. Too subjective.

I've been thinking about the decisions and choices i've made so far in my life.

Most of all, i've been thinking about regrets.

I believe everyone even myself, wants nothing to do with them, yet they just doesnt seem to go,just like a permanent scar that stays.

Or should I say a wound that refuses to heal.
Yes, then again, all kinds of thoughts raced through my mind.

Why 'Regrets' never seemed to be gone with the silent wind?

I came up with one of my assumptions.

It's because of the choices I made.
I've figured that because of all these half-hearted choices I made that results to the regrets I had.

Take for example; I can choose to study but then again, laziness comes into the picture.

And that's it.

It goes on and on till the cow comes home.

But, there's a line between choices and decisions.

Making a decision on the other hand, is making a fully committed choice, one that you're assured that you will not live to regret.

A decision is when you'll settle for nothing more, or nothing less than what you asked for.

From the above, I've come to a conclusion!

Stop making choices to be happy.

Make a decision to be happy, and follow through with it.

Take away all these 'unless's and swap it with 'even if's.

Right now, I'm going to try.

Because the best way to find something, is to stop looking for it.

2008-03-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

stop and stare,
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.

i will update soon! :D

2008-02-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

REALIZE ♥

2008-02-08T14:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR ALLLLLLL :D

i miss you ):

2008-02-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGS :

aloy- please man! I'm giving you chance uh :D I'm scared that you cry! HAHAHAH
shaoqi -HELLOOOO! :] no la, i'm not, you are!
siuweng- :D uncle!
syahidah- AHAHAAH! I had fun talking to you too! :D <3
alawiyyah- :D :D :D pretty! yeah, me too!
isaac- ahem? woah, 3 to the power of 2 's 27 ?! rightttttt. I'm faster! :D neh neh nee poo poo!
AHAHAHAH
nicole- huh? where got pau? I lubxzxxz euuu tooo mani mani worrzxzx hahahahha! :D

2008-02-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

♥ the hearts all over the world tonight.

why,hello! :D
Sec three camp was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
Anyway,
I'm supa lazy to literally type eveything out.
hehhhhhh :]
So, I'll just summarise everything ya.
Here goes;

1:there were aeroplanes flying pass almost every five minutes.
2:toliets were clean but sandy.
3:did dragonboat,kayaking,high/low elements,rockwall and the list goes on :D
4:screamed like a mad woman while doing high elements.
5:capsized with fishy while kayaking (p/s: it was fun! )
6:bonded well with classmates especially the girls :]
7:oh ya! banged into minlong while playing blow wind blow! had a big pong blueblack :D HAHA
8:nicole and fish took revenge on me after last year's incident HAHAHA!
9:became blackkkk! :D :D :D yayyy!
10: okay I know this is mean. But, I was really really really really really disgusted when khairul and others told me you did that. omgxzxzxzxzxzxzxzzzxxzx. I'm sorry, I dont know how to talk to you.

yup, thats about it :]
oh and caught 27 dresses with besties at vivo after camp!
The movie 's superrrrr nice!
smuggled bk in before that! :D :D :D

well, I'm going to fly to the tv now!
zai jian :]
I love you, sweet ♥

2008-01-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! I WANT MILEY CYRUS 'S CD! :D :D :D :D :D

One in a million

you seriously suck.
fine, even though you dont want to talk to me,
so be it,
its not as if I m like so freaking desperate to talk to you.
I thought we can at least be friends.
But no, you have to be an asshole.
oh please, you still tried to psycho fishy.
she 's my bestie .
of course, I wanted to tell her.
Simply because I 've forgotten to tell her,you tried to make both of us fall apart.
But, too bad, neh neh nee poo poo! :D

2008-01-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

They say that good things take time.

But really great things happen in a blink of an eye.

Thought the chances to meet somebody like you,

were a million to one

I can't believe it

You're one in a million. ♥

I miss the ahhs D:

2008-01-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

♥ Dear,mr president.

helloooooo!
yep, I resized my tagboard!
HAHAHA :D
uncle, I changed already, see?
quite big right?

Anyway, I think Ms chua hates me manxzxxzx!
yesterday ss lesson;

Ms chua: class, what do you think will happen if there's traffic jam around singapore?
Me to Putri: the world 's going to die.
Ms chua: *stares*
...
then,
Ms chua: anyone know what ways to decrease the rate of people buying cars in singapore?
Me to Putri: make more car accidents la :D
Ms chua: *stares* again

yes,Putri told me I said too loud, I think she heard what I said .
Aaaaaaaaahhhhh!
D:
D:
D:

okay,post another time! :]
off to cheena tution.

zaijian!

2008-01-17T21:03:00.001+08:00

Hi,
today's thursday.
it's raining cats and dogs like right now.
And, I have to study for ss and cheenaaaa tests which is like tomorrow D:

2008-01-13T12:45:00.000+08:00

♥beauty world.

taken from phui see 's blog :D

2008-01-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

today, cheena class.

nicole : *raises hand* lao shi, louyee yao dang policeman!
me: *looks at nicole*, *raises hand again* laoshi, kyeren shi nurse.
someone( forgot who): *stares* laoshi ,ta men liang ge shen jing bing, yi zhi zai xiao.
nicole, me: laugh non-stop.

see? we heart heart cheenaaaaa! hahaha :D

okay, now,
weenee = ambulance
amanda tan= police station
nicole=nurse
melvin=hospital
me= POLICEMANNNNNN! ho,ho,ho :B

HAHAHA.
OMG, THIS IS SOOOO RETARDED.

2008-01-09T15:04:00.000+08:00

♥
hammers and hearts.

hello!
school 's kinda sucky today D:
thanks to,
- ssxzxzxzxxzx
- cheena test
-mrs seng ?!

cheena test was like shittttt :]

I think I was the first to finish?

Yup, a big fat egg! hahaha

plus, I waved at Yiwei when he walked pass.

hehhhhh

oh ya, mrs seng.

what the fishmonger man,
she called me to stand and answer her questions!
okay, like obviously, I couldnt answer.
Cause I was happily in dreamland :D
ho,ho,ho! :B

so yeah, counted down periods after periods and finally,
HOMEEEE!

p/s : I MADE A NEW FRIEND! :D hahaha